Dear... You
You're on my mind 24 hours of the day.
Not a minute goes by that I don't think of your smile or the way you'd look at me like. I miss you so, so much.
You said you'd love me always but in the end it was so easy for you to tell me you didn't want me anymore. We had plans for so much. I don't see myself with anyone else. I don't want the life we talked about with anyone but you and I'm SO sorry that I was too much at times but in the end, you made my biggest fears come true. Now you're back with her and I'm left wondering what it was that I did wrong. You didn't even give me a reason.
I gave you every bit of myself and yet you still chose her. You used to tell me I was your angel. You were my safe place and the one who did, still does, and will forever have my heart. I miss you SO much.
I don't want anyone but you and there was a time that you said the same... but you left when it got hard and found comfort in her and thats just something I'll have to live with. You were the only light in my life and now you've taken it all with you. I've lost my light and I know I'll never get it back.
I kept my promise to love you forever and I know its something I'll keep forever.
I will love you forever. I will love you endlessly.
I'll spend the rest of my life missing you.