Dear... My Love
I know we are only dating, and we are so, so young, but I can’t help but see you in my future. I want you in my life so badly but I feel like we are constantly drifting apart.
This quarantine has been so hard and I've questioned if I love you or if I am in love with you and it’s so confusing. I know I want to spend my life with you. I want to have a home together and maybe kids.
Yet I'm conflicted about loving you this much.
Do you really love me as much as you say?
I want to believe you more than anything but I don’t know. We dated on and off for a year and I'm sure you were having your own issues, and as much as I deny it and try to ignore our past, it hurt me.
Now I feel like we are drifting apart and I can’t lose you. I constantly wonder if we break up, will we be "complicated"? Or will we be "single"?
If you ever happen to read this, just know that I love you with my whole heart and you've made me the happiest girl alive. I will never forget your smile, or your laugh, or the way you look at me, or your hugs, or your pink cheeks, or your voice, or touch, or how much I love you.
I never want to forget you. Im scared of forgetting you,