Dear… My Brother
You act like a dictator! Bossing me around day in and day out, what you wouldn’t do, I can’t do. And it’s some things as simple as humming to a song I like, playing the piano, or playing with a fidget toy that’s slightly too loud. You tell me to ”go die in a hole” when I start to hum and even threaten me sometimes with things like “I’m going to kick you if you keep doing that.”
It makes my life miserable because I am not allowed to do so many of the things I find fun or enjoyable. I constantly have dark thoughts and you didn’t even care when I told you that I did. Honestly every day this happens.