Dear... Molly
Molly, there was a point where I really disliked you and it was more than reasonable and I was filled with hate anger and aggression. I was so adamant that I'd get you out of my life, which was alright at the time. Finally 6 months later, I realised that you'd changed. Maybe I wasn't doing anything wrong to your face but I'd make up things and talk about you behind back and position myself in a way so you wouldn't talk to me. I saw you alone and felt guilty.
You are not a bad person. Recently, I've been so pessimistic and filled with hate and anger towards you for no reason, a time when you need people to be there for you. I'd try and play games with you doing wrong things that weren't wrong. I formed a plan to get rid of you once and for all. Then I heard myself. I just thought wow, I'm such a bad person and I don't deserve someone to try to build a relationship with me when I'm this wicked and horrible.
I hope in my heart that you'll genuinely forgive me. When I see you tomorrow I promise I'll have changed. You'll never have to be alone again. I've never been more sorry. Please forgive me. I can change.