Dear... Colleague
During this time I think, I have so much time to analyze. We could be together and nobody would ever know this.
I never wanted you to marry me or make a family. I loved you with my heart, I loved your soul. I never wanted things official. Reality was work and love, two different things. Or maybe not.
I let you go cause everything was fucked up. I always saw you in a better place with a better girl. All the time I felt empty and faked my smile, I never thought you would feel worse and couldn’t play.
Well, I don’t know what I want. I want to have a child but not a spouse. But not now. I wanted to spent some time with you. In secret without stupidity and statuses.
I wanted to be your bitch. Yeah.
It’s been a month that I haven’t seen you.
You may have some dream girl.
It’s strange to be strangers.
Stay safe.