Dear... You
We've been off and on for a couple months, but a couple days ago we ended things for good.
The first time we broke up you immediately went to someone that you know has feelings for you while we were still together. It hurts knowing that she was on your mind when we were together. I can't help but think that I wasn't good enough for you.
When we finally ended it, I had a feeling that a part of it was because you wanted be with her. It hurts knowing that I gave up all those guys who showed me loyalty and cared about me, just for me to lose your attention to one girl. I feel so shitty, dude.
You know I even took you back and you somehow fell out of love in less than 3 weeks. You are a shitbag. But the funny thing is, I still love you and I always will, because my love for you was genuine, unlike yours. You lied to me. Had me thinking that there was someone who really did love me the same way I loved them.
You should not have control over my heart. You should not be able to make me feel the way I do. It’s so sad that even after writing this I'd still take you back with open arms. You talked so much about how hurt you'd feel if we broke up, but you're already talking to someone. How does that make sense?
I wish I never met you. I love you