Dear... The Brightest Star In The Constellation Of My Life
I’m sorry.
I know you told me to love myself but I don’t think I can bring myself to it. I promised you I’d try and even when I thought it started to get better, I started to hate myself again.
I suffer so much because of what I am. I can’t love what causes me to suffer like this. I know your words had an impact on millions of other people, they had an impact on me too but not enough to forgive myself for the things I went through.
I’m sorry for lying to you and telling you that I now love myself, because unfortunately I don’t.