Dear... FWB Of 1.5 Years
I started seeing someone new. It’s only been a month but I feel things are moving quickly. I thought it was important that you know, if we want to remain friends, and it is - or rather I feel that it was - important that you heard it from me. I know you still have feelings for me and I do still have feelings for you too as I am not quite over you yet, but sometimes being with someone helps to get over another.
I hope I'm not being selfish. I'm not using him and I certainly do not intend on hurting him. He is nice to me and he treats me well. I have never been treated by a man the way that he treats me. He looks after me the way I did for you and I finally feel like I can breathe, like I can catch my breath and I am no longer suffocating, but I will not lie. I waited for months. I hoped that you would miss me, that you would reach out and apologize for everything. I hoped that you would want me back. However, our time apart made me realize that you and I were never meant to be and I feel that I am finally ready to see you again. We had good times together and I will cherish them always, but we both deserve so much better than each other.
I miss you everyday and I have never felt this way about anyone before. I will always have feelings for you and I fear that they will never go away because I love you in some kind of way. Thank you for being my best friend for the past year and half, now let's just be friends.