Dear... Please Just Realize Who I Am!
I don't know if anyone will ever read this, but I feel so worthless.
I am fat, no one likes me, no one ever tells me they're proud of me, no one ever tells me that I'm worth something. People are starting to replace me now. My friends are replacing me, well, my online friends are. I do not have any friends in real life, my only friend quit the friendship, and she seems SO much happier without me.
I just keep writing small poems to dump my feelings, but no one ever notices, and if I write something about something else, people say "OMG THAT’S SO GOOD" as if EVERYTHING I write is good.
People see it as natural for me to be the best in anything I do, but yet people don't like me. When we get our tests back in school, they always say "I bet (my name) has a perfect grade again" ... People just see me as perfect in things regarding school or abilities, but yet they hate me for my personality, or the way I dress.
I always start shaking when I’m near strangers, and I often can't even talk. Even going inside a store is a lot for me.
Thank you for listening to me, maybe one day we will meet again.