Dear... Jane
Hey.
I don't know what I am to you.
I wish you would be madly in love with me. I want someone that cares about me. I want someone that understands me. It’s so hard to find that. And you are someone that understands me.
I wish you would want to spend all your time with me. I don't want to be with you but I don't want you to be with someone else. I guess I'm just desperate for someone that understands me, someone that makes me feel not alone.
I guess I'm very lonely but I don't feel a thing. Maybe I’m growing up or I'm just dead inside. I don’t know, I just know that I’m missing something and I'm searching for it.
The reason that I blocked you is because I didn't see us getting that close again...