Dear... Friend
I cannot adequately form my words nor thoughts to tell you, "I love you".
I fear you misinterpreting it.
I fear making things worse, I fear changing the relationship we have into something less.
I do not want you to leave my life, but I cannot muster the courage to yet say the words, "I love you", directly. I want to, desperately, to do so. But, alas I cannot.
I love you in a way I cannot express. I scurry around my heart, searching for answers.
I can never find the right words,
that is all.