Dear... Mr. Collins
I love you, I really do.
Sure, we haven’t known each other for so long but I feel like it’s been almost 2 years, crazy huh? You make me feel special, happy, beautiful and just plain amazing. You’re so special to me and I’m scared of that; you don’t know the truth and when you find out I know I’m going to lose you.
Sometimes I think about cutting ties with you, but I’m selfish, I want to talk to you.
What should I do Collins? Should I keep talking to you and hope it will last long? Or be the bigger person and let you go so my conscience is in peace?
I can’t hurt you... not after what you went through. I don’t expect you to forgive me once you find out, but I just hope you find it in you.
Sorry C, I love you...