Dear... Mom
I'm sorry I couldn't do more for you. I treated you like garbage and acted like a spoiled teen. The day you passed still haunts me and I can't escape the guilt I feel for you. I wish I could just stop feeling so guilty about everything, but I just can't. Everything I said to you rings in my head like a bell. It hurts so much and I can't bear this pain anymore. I re-live that day a lot, and every time the guilt hits me and makes me feel worse. I miss you so much.