Dear... Papa
10 years since your passing is coming up soon, on the 28th. And I sink back into my hole of depression since you died. It feels like I’m the only who remembers you sometimes, even though we only had 10 years together…
God what I would do to hear your voice, even if you were to yell at me. I’d love to be near you again. I’d love to hear your laugh, see your smile, talk about B*****n with you and have you roll your eyes.
There’s so much I wish we could have done and I wish you haven’t gone so soon. I wish you could have seen me graduate, seen my siblings grow up, argue about more math with me, I wish you could have one more Christmas as Santa.
Maybe Heaven does exist, or you’re here right now with me in spirit. But I hope to one day see you again, please be ready to hug me because I might just tackle hug you.
I love you, happy Halloween… god I miss your wizard costume.