Dear... Logan
I thought of you again. Since this is my way to cope I will write these letters until I lose my feelings for you.
It will never reach you and I hope it never will. I just hope all the others reading will just understand my feelings. It may be weird that I have these feelings especially for you since I never talked to you before, as in a proper conversation. Although I do remember every time you said ‘good luck’ or ‘good job’ to me. The first time at the spartan lmr meet when you gave me a high five after my 100m breast and the second time before my 100m breast at that surrey pool. I didn’t think much of it at first but now those memories make my day.
I know already you’re too good for me. You’re kind, polite, open to talking to anyone and your smile can make my cheeks red immediately. At first I thought oh I’m just too ugly but now I realize I’m not a good person either.
I’m nothing like you but out of all the years I liked guys you are the only one who made me feel a different way. No guy ever has made my cheeks red with nervousness. You''l never see this especially on this site for anonymous letters so haha I can express my feelings and never get rejected.
I do wish someone could come in my life and help me. Help me get over you. So I hope you are happy, that's what I want for you.