Dear... The Extroverts And Introverts (In Short, To All)
Ever been one of those who tries but just can't cope in school?
A reason being you are introverted? Trust me, I've been through it. And It. Is. Terrible.
This letter is mainly for the haters. Not only for my haters; I'm quite sure there are many, but this is also for the introvert haters. i don't know if it's just that you hate me, or you think I'm boring. Lemme tell you. Coping as an introvert in middle and high school is the worst you can ever imagine. You probably dunno the consequences of it 'cause you ain't one of my kind. The ''lonely'' kind.
I describe myself as an ambivert. Mostly on the introvert side, so I'm an introverted extrovert. 'Cause once you know me, I'll be like the jack o' all trades. I can be life of the party, too. But only if you get to know me.
Okay, I agree you may actually find some people boring. But that doesn't mean you just leave them all alone! Every fucking person has his fun side! It's just that some people take a lot o' time to open up. But give 'em that time. I'm damn sure it'll benefit you. You never know.
Now to the people I hate, is pretty much everyone who thinks of ''aukaat''. It basically means people with ''standards''. People with high standards be like the loved-hated-stylish-who-cares-a-damn-about-their-standard-so-won't-talk-to-low-standard-one person. And believe me, every school has such people. In fact, majority of the people are like that. And what I say is, fa-q. I don't hate them because of their stylishness, but I hate 'em 'cause they make it hard for people like me to survive high school. I'm in middle school by the way, next year April I'll be entering high school and I'm making my best attempt to being an extrovert.
Ignoring those people is not the solution. If I could, I would've walked up to the mic and shouted in it and made 'em all feel guilty. But again, standards. They don't give a shit to what people like me even say. It's like I don't exist anywhere except my small friends circle. Sometimes I do, to be honest. Maybe it's just me thinking and taking it all in a negative way. BUT then AGAIN, it can be the other way around, it's possible either ways.
Writing this letter made me feel pretty good to be honest. Wish I could be honest with those extroverts out there as well, show them the real ME. But, introverted. Can't help it. But love myself.
If you are an extrovert reading this and it makes you feel even a bit guilty, then give a shoutout to the introverts in your grade/school and tell your extrovert friends about it.
If you are an introvert reading this and if you are on any social media platform, feel free to repost this letter or write one on your own telling about your problems.