Dear... My So Called Best Friends
Friends? How do you define friends? Are they someone who you can run to? Someone who you can hang out with? And someone who you can tell all your problems and dramas to in life? Of course, that's what a friend's role is in our lives.
Yes, I can always run to you guys when I have trouble understanding our lessons in our subjects and you guys also run to me when you need it. Yes, I can hang out with you. We always do, right? But this time, No. I can't tell all my problems and the troubles I have in mind to you guys. Why? I'mma tell this later.
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Yes, we are friends, guys. We are JUST friends. I emphasized 'just' since we are only that. We are not best friends nor sisters nor true friends. Why? Of course you know that! You only text or chat to me when you need something. When I was out for my immersion for 2 weeks I never heard anything from you. You never texted me to ask if I was doing okay or whatever. But that's alright. Next, we always hang out. Yes, i used 'we' since I am in your side. I am in your side but you're not talking to me since you two are busy talking about something i don't know! How rude of both of you! Why do you need to invite me then in the end i am just in the side tapping on my phone because i don't have someone to talk to? But that's alright. And I have said earlier that I'mma tell why i don't usually say my problems to you guys. You know why? Because i know I have been backstabbed all along. How did i know? Because you also did it to each other. When one of you are not in the scene and you are with me, you will say something bad to them. And i realized, what if i am the one who's not in their sight? For sure they also do it. Saying something bad. And if i tell my problems to you, how sure i am if you really kept it or you just going to spread it. Now you both know the answer. And i want to quit our friendship or is it really okay to call it that way. Since we both know we only used each other when times in need. I want to be separated to you guys and I can't wait to graduate shs and be in college to get away from you two. And I heard that you are going to go in the same University in college and get the same course. I wish you all the best and i hope when time passes by and things changed, you still remain your friendship and use each other. Just kidding. I hope it also change. Be true to each other, college is different from where we are now. And I am thankful that i can now split from toxic friends. Sorry for being toxic too. I just can't help it since i've been feeling bad for everything. That's all. Hope you can read it in the future.